Shhh... Its secret to meet Sri Sri !!!

This story is about very very special person who is going to reveal me secret of how to meet Guruji! She is my co-teacher for this course, GeethaJi.

Today is last day of the course in ashram. And to our excitement we got appointment to meet Guruji with all our course participants. Ashram teacher took appointment for all of us along with ashram course participants. As the course got over, we were 15 minutes late to reach the venue! :-( Ashram team was already inside! The guard was not allowing us to go in! Secretariat claims that it's the Ashram teacher who took appointment and not us! We didn't had anything to prove she actually had taken permission for us. When we called Ashram teacher her mobile was switched off! Ahh... welcome to divine chaos! ;-)

Some were busy in convincing Secretariat, some busy in talking to guard. And nothing was not working! GeetaJi, who just arrived asked me what happened? I explained her full story. She just looked at me with sparking eyes and said "No one is there in between you and the guru. None of these guards or any teacher, Secretariat, SwamiJi exists! Its only your connection to the Guru!" That very moment I closed my eyes and told Guruji in my mind "Guruji, please meet these participants!" I have not yet finish this line and I hear a voice asking "What happened? Send them inside!" (He was one of the member of Secretariats) as I open my eyes and see some of us were already inside!

Geetaji looked at me and said "I told you!" I was feeling so lucky to be in her presence! Having this conviction is the real wealth! And here I, was standing beside a wealthy lady! Wealthy me!!! :-P

After this incident I was wondering how much power does this so called real physical world has? We judge people by their physical appearance, their expressions, their speech but what is it that drive all of it? What is it which trigger a thought in one's mind? What is it which makes emotions changes for no reason! Why do we like something now and some other time want to go for some other options! What is it which drives the physical world? If physical world is just a toy of unseen energy why do I associate my anger, jealousy and non-acceptance to a physical form of a person? 

I remember, once I asked Guruji can you give me boon to meet you whenever I want? He replied "मैं तो बस ध्यान में मिलता हुँ!" (I meet only in meditation!) So true! I was caught up in outer world and did not realize I already had a jackpot! If at all there is something more beautiful than his physical presence, it's the state of deep meditation! No pleasure can beat the pleasure of deep meditation! Those who have done "Advance Meditation Course" and "Sahaj Samadhi" know it!  :-)

JaiGurudev,

Neha.