I don't miss Sri Sri !!

After a huge storm of emotions, I got it! Thanks to Vinod, to be there whether I be rude, sensible, stubborn, angry, blunt, confused and ... (feel free to complete the list ;-)) Without you, my journey to him (Guru / Sri Sri) is incomplete! Without you my this very life may have gone a waste! Thanks for being there! 

Thanks to Mangesh, for all the pictures in the blog. Copyright reserved :-)

My dear Guru,

Why should I get disturbed by a situation

When its you who created it around me

When Its you who smile throughout it in me

When its you make me grow at the end of it

Why should I ever dis-love anyone

When its you who is breathing in them as me

its you who is playing with me through them

its you who wants to bring skillfulness in me 

Why should I get disturbed by cravings and aversions

When its you who is present in them all

When its you who make them raise within me

Its you in which they get settled at the end of it

Why should I bother about my future

When its you who is going to decide it

its you who is going to be with me throughout it

its you who is going to remain constant within me

Why should I miss you at all?

When you are always there in and around me

When you witness present moment through me

When you are present in me as me

Why should I bother about enlightenment

When you are the light in light within me

When you are source and cause of me

When I be a Fool or intelligent you are me

Love,

Neha :-)

Shhh... Its secret to meet Sri Sri !!!

This story is about very very special person who is going to reveal me secret of how to meet Guruji! She is my co-teacher for this course, GeethaJi.

Today is last day of the course in ashram. And to our excitement we got appointment to meet Guruji with all our course participants. Ashram teacher took appointment for all of us along with ashram course participants. As the course got over, we were 15 minutes late to reach the venue! :-( Ashram team was already inside! The guard was not allowing us to go in! Secretariat claims that it's the Ashram teacher who took appointment and not us! We didn't had anything to prove she actually had taken permission for us. When we called Ashram teacher her mobile was switched off! Ahh... welcome to divine chaos! ;-)

Some were busy in convincing Secretariat, some busy in talking to guard. And nothing was not working! GeetaJi, who just arrived asked me what happened? I explained her full story. She just looked at me with sparking eyes and said "No one is there in between you and the guru. None of these guards or any teacher, Secretariat, SwamiJi exists! Its only your connection to the Guru!" That very moment I closed my eyes and told Guruji in my mind "Guruji, please meet these participants!" I have not yet finish this line and I hear a voice asking "What happened? Send them inside!" (He was one of the member of Secretariats) as I open my eyes and see some of us were already inside!

Geetaji looked at me and said "I told you!" I was feeling so lucky to be in her presence! Having this conviction is the real wealth! And here I, was standing beside a wealthy lady! Wealthy me!!! :-P

After this incident I was wondering how much power does this so called real physical world has? We judge people by their physical appearance, their expressions, their speech but what is it that drive all of it? What is it which trigger a thought in one's mind? What is it which makes emotions changes for no reason! Why do we like something now and some other time want to go for some other options! What is it which drives the physical world? If physical world is just a toy of unseen energy why do I associate my anger, jealousy and non-acceptance to a physical form of a person? 

I remember, once I asked Guruji can you give me boon to meet you whenever I want? He replied "मैं तो बस ध्यान में मिलता हुँ!" (I meet only in meditation!) So true! I was caught up in outer world and did not realize I already had a jackpot! If at all there is something more beautiful than his physical presence, it's the state of deep meditation! No pleasure can beat the pleasure of deep meditation! Those who have done "Advance Meditation Course" and "Sahaj Samadhi" know it!  :-)

JaiGurudev,

Neha.