Special Love Story !!!

I heard many love stories till now. Almost all of them have same set of ups and downs, excitement, feverishness, fear and romance! But some love story has very special quality. Specially the love for Guru/God/Self. These are few very rear conversations that I have heard between lovers. I was very lucky to witness the same during satsang in presence of gurudev.

A guy stands up in audience and tells Guruji "Guruji I just love the way you walk, talk, answer questions and all the fun and naughty things you do. I love you Guruji!" Guruji smiles - "Oooo.. You have no choice! (laughter) (after few sec of silence) You know all qualities you appreciate in me are inside you. Start appreciating them. It will grow!"

Another guy stood up in audience during same satsang and said  "Guruji I do not have any question. I just want say (after a bit silence with shivering voice) I love you!." Guruji tells him in gesture "I love you too". He continue saying with even more shaky voice "I can't believe I have told you this! My whole body is shivering" Guruji smiles at him.

Another guy stood up and says.. "I have no idea why I start crying when I see you" Guruji said "Tears are obvious! When one see his beloved, tears rolls down. Knots in the heart opens up. In scriptures they say 2 signs of sadguru. (1) Tears rolls down when one see the guru (2) All questions disappear in the presence of Guru"

All those who have met Guruji have experienced both of the signs.

I experienced all kind of love, love for parents, friends, sisters, relationship, love for sweets, love for laptop. None of them could turn tears of misery into tears of gratitude for long term. None of them could make me realize that "I am that". All love put me away from my center. If there is any love in which difference of me and you disappears, its love of the Guru! Lucky are those who cry in this love ! Thanks for choosing me :-)

Love,
Neha

Life and a Movie

Well.. do you like watching movies? I have been in love with movies. By the way did you observe a unbelievebly miraculous truth about movie? Guess what? .... The movie actually happens somewhere far away on screen (or not happening anywhere! It's just an imagination of director ;)) yet, we laugh, cry, get angry, get upset, feel in love as if the movie is real. Now think again.. do you see some similarity between movie and life?

Did you observe that something inside you which is actually watching events of life happening around is the same something which watches a movie as well. And the something inside you which gets entangled in characters and script of a movie is the same something which gets stuck with events and people of real life as well (if it can be called real).

During watching movie or thinking about movie afterwards did you notice that if at all you get too much carried away by the emotions of movie, there is something inside us which wakes us up and says "ahh! relax its just a movie!" Now if the same something inside you can be woken up to its full potential has ability to recognize and say "ahh! its just a life!" (a 5D movie)

5D? Whats is that? Well.. if I consider 2D movie as combination if visual effect and sound on 2D screen. 5D can be considered as combination of vision, sound, touch, taste and smell with 3D screen. :-) Now wait and imagine being inside a 5D movie! Imagine exactly how would it be? Now look around. Are you really sure you are not in a 5D movie?

Life gives one extra cool feature over a movie i.e one can choose to participate as an actor in 5D movie. Yeah! to make sure you heard it right I reiterate ... one can participate in it as an actor and not as a director ! ;-)

Realizing this brings sudden rest and peace. The events of life which was cause of disturbance before when realized as just a 5D movie becomes source of entertainment! Being dynamic when participating as actor and simultaneously resting inside knowing its just a 5D movie is the real skill.

Love,
Neha