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Wednesday, 10 August 2016

Receiving HIM at Airport!

So Akash comes to my house and in his famous style he says "Didi, bada man hai Gurui ko airport recieve karne ka. Chalo chalte hai!"  Guruji was supposed to reach Bangalore at 1:30AM in night. My businessman mind starts working... I have this work, that work, will I be productive if I don't sleep in night etc. But finally I happen to go. Prashant also joined. Ankit and Akash almost kidnapped Aditya in sleep from his home to join us to airport! Five of us left for airport! Ankit was driving us. On the way we were drenched in music, guru stories and laughter!

We reach airport and after lot of planning, chaos and discussion we finally decided to park the car in parking. The airport for the first time appeared like home. It was converted into ashram! Known faces were all around! We were all drenched in love and craziness! I looked round there were all kind of people, people who came to ask personal questions to Guruji. People who  wanted  papering. Few came with birthday cake and wanted Guruji to cut it. And then there were few who wanted to pamper Guruji. They got food for him. And there were people who didn't want anything..they were just there! I was thinking why I am here! Which category do I belong to?






Those beautiful moments of waiting for him at airport! I looked around I am sure at the same time many VIPs must be coming. There were people outside with some name tags waiting of their guests! Their face was so dry as opposed to all of us who were drenched in love and longing at the same time! I was thinking is that not what even I would like? I wouldn't surely like if someone comes to receive me with dull or professional attitude. I would love a warm welcome like Guruji! And the only way to get is to live like him! One can give only what one has. I am among very few lucky once to receive so much unconditional love! If I have it, it can only be me who can pass it on!




He arrives! All shouting "Guruji!" He is as usual happy and sparking even at 1:45AM after long travel! People didn't leave even at airport from their personal botheration! Wanted him to  answer their questions, cut their cake, wanted him to eat the food they got for him and wanted him to accept the gifts and letters they got for him! People expected him to pamper them in dark night on airport after his tiring travel! And no doubt he did all that even at 1:45AM with smile! Finally he sits in his car with sparkling eyes with no symptoms of tiredness!






His car passes and finally we run and Ankit attempts to catch his car on the way. Surprisingly All cars that night appeared like his car until we go close :-) Its the beautiful knowledge that Bawa usually talks about in his courses "You see what you are looking for. If you are looking for reasons to be grateful you will see that all around. If you looking for reasons to be sad you will find them in abundance too!" While chasing we were thrilled and happy! Though we could never catch (even see) his car! But the thrill and happiness in and around us was enough evidence that we already caught him! We come back early morning back at home to do Padmasadhana (meditation) together! It was super fun!

That day I experienced When we run behind materialistic things it only drains body, mind and consciousness. But even a failed attempt to chase the divine.. enlivens us to each particle of the body and spirit! I am grateful to Akash and Ankit to take me to Airport that night! I never felt so much happiness at airport before :-D

Monday, 18 July 2016

Let it be!

Guruji tells about Goliwale Baba who mysteriously got enlightened when gun hit him in a war. He stayed in a quiet dirty place and Guruji often go to see him. Guruji had no aversion left except that of a houseflies. Once Guruji was with him and Goliwale Baba saw him getting somewhat irritated by houseflies. He said "Rehnee Do!" (Let it be!) Guruji says that day even his last aversion also dropped off!  Today on the day of GuruPoornima I pray the same!


There is no bigger gratitude than having you!
There is no bigger accomplishment than serving you!
There is no bigger pride than owning you!
What more to ask, when the source itself belong to you!







Intense Love or jealousy!
Deep craving or abundancey!
Greed, ecstasy or going crazy!
Its all part of being your devotee!
Who care..Let it be! Let it be!
Let the world be as you wish it to be!
When u are part of me,
This world.. Let it be!


Closeness or intense longing!
You be Around or go away miles!
Bliss or painful suffering!
It all reminds me of your loving!
When u are part of me!
Let it be! Let it be!
Let the world be as you wish it to be!
This world.. Let it be!


You look at me or ignore!
You smile at me or frown!
The joy is in all steps!
Anything from you is precious!
When you are with me!
Let it be! Let it be!
Let the world be as you wish it to be!
This world.. Let it be!


You speak or air moves!
Your fragrance or flower's!
You dance or trees swing!
Its all same as it appears to be! 
Let it be! Let it be!
I love you so as u love me!
Its perfect as it should be!
Let the world be as you wish it to be!
Let it be! Let it be!


Love,
Neha

Friday, 15 July 2016

Smoke of incense stick...


Knowledge doesn't need any works. In deep love words don't comes out. Love just flows throws eyes! Transmits in the space and penetrates deep inside the hearts and tears rolls down!



ये दुनिया बाती का धुंआ,
बस मैं और तू है यहाँ सच्चा।  

अजब गजब आकर रचाए है ये धुंआ,
पर बस तू और मैं हू यहाँ हमेशा ।।

अजब गजब कष्ट है यहाँ,
ये सब आकर बाती का धुंआ
तू रचे है खेल, मेरे मनबसिया ! 
और कौन है यहाँ बोल? बस तू और मैं हू यहाँ हमेशा ।।

शब्द जंजाल रचाया रे सैया,
शब्द या हवा के पुल सब झूठा 
मेरा मन डोले है हैरान, ओ रचैया! 
मैं क्रीड़ाभूमि तू नाचे खेले खेला। बस तू और मैं हू यहाँ हमेशा ।।

ये लोग आसपास मचाए है शोर,
हवन का धुंआ नाचे है चारो और
न अस्तित्व इनका न मेरा,
बस तू ही हर जगह खेल खेला। 
ना दॄश्य ना द्रष्टा सब है झूठा। बस तू और मैं हू यहाँ हमेशा ।।



Love,
Neha